“Being in touch with your unconscious allows you to be in touch with your sanity”. Louise Bourgeois

In her studio circa 1946 - Photo by Louise Bourgeois
Why a post on Louise Bourgeois whereas my participation in this high-quality blog has been rather transparent recently? Unloading poor Marina’s back off the heavy task of keeping Monkdogz’ blog consistent is not the only obvious reason.
Truth is I very recently watched a brilliant documentary called “Louise Bourgeois: The Spider, The Mistress and The Tangerine”, a 1h30 film directed by Amei Wallach and Marion Cajori that was released at the Film Forum in NYC in June 2008.
Louise Bourgeois is one of those artists who are hard to categorize. French Born in 1911, she is raised in a family where her father despise her and her mother is emotionally absent. She feels at a very young age trapped inside emotions of anxiety, fear of abandonment, hatred that will later explain all her works on family, motherhood, sex, femininity among other topics.
What really caught me at first in her art is its extreme organic side. Weirdly enough it is my subconscious that provoked my very first encounter with Louise Bourgeois. We are back in the mid nineties, where twice a week I attend my long awaited session with my shrink in the city of Choisy Le Roi outside of Paris.
As a funny kind of coincidence, Louise was born and raised in Choisy le Roi. As a token of her gratitude for her tough childhood, she gave a few monumental spiral sculptures to the city to hang them on the trees of the beautiful City hall gardens. Since I’m always early I hang out in the park, sitting on a bench wondering what could be the hidden meaning of those weird hive-looking silver spirals swinging above me.
Years go by, my therapy which turned into a long analysis finally comes to an end and just like Louise did 68 years before me, I’m ready to leave Choisy le Roi to go to New York.
It was then only natural that sharing similar experiences, my second encounter with Louise happened in flesh and bones at her home two years ago. The opportunity rose when I heard that she had been entertaining an artists’ salon for almost 15 years. I went twice to the old woman’s lair hoping she would explain the spirals but she didn’t. Indeed, we were told that we were there to entertain her, not the opposite. Everything had been said about her work already and she no longer wanted to talk about it.
I left thinking that she would take her secret deep down into her grave. In the meantime I kept doing some research as I saw her important retrospective at the Pompidou center in 2008 and read some of her books… but the mystery remained unsolved.
This documentary definitely brought the extra enlightenment I needed. The woman who has an extremely acute idea of where she’s going is obsessed with exorcising her anxieties and uses her memories to bring her creations to life. A very opinionated woman, the technique and the skills of the process are of little importance compared to the relief felt when the piece is finally complete.
Life will tell how our paths may cross again in the future Louise, but you are really one kind of a woman!
Click to view the trailer of “Louise Bourgeois: The Spider, The Mistress and The Tangerine”











